first ramadhan...

this is the second time i'm fasting not with my family...
the first time i'm fasting at matriculation last year, year 2007...
there is a story that i can't forget and it is very sad... you know what???... it happen on the first day
of ramadhan after class...
at 5.30 pm, after class, my roomate and i want to go to buy some food for break fast...so, we go to the cafe and very surprised that are so many people que, and the que was very long...so, we decided go to 'bazar ranadhan' to buy some food for break fast.. and you know what had happen after that are very sad for us..the 'bazar ramadhan' has closed and many of food there have been sold..it is so sad, and we are thinking how to solve this problem and the time for break fast only have 45 minutes and we do not have any food to eat...so, we go to see our guard to allow us to go out to buy some food for break fast but the answer is very disappointed.. we are no allowed to go out and we just decided to eat anything at room.. we just go back to our room and just waiting time for break fast..while waiting i feel that very sad and in my mind just think about home and if i am at home i'm sure i can eat, that time i am really miss my mom's food.. and you know what we are eating for breakfast?? we are just eating a piece of bread and a glass of milo..and some my friend just eating maggi, instant noodles because not enough time to buy food...
i will remember this experience..